I mess everything up
It’s not my fault you don’t have money for your beer. You couldn’t even appreciate what I got you because all you worried about was drinking with your friends. And even then they didn’t have shit ready for you. You had to get it yourself. I couldn’t even take you out to dinner cuz you worried about them more then hanging out with me.
And fuck white people you say? Do you think I’m honestly that stupid! I know who your talking about. Fucken go profess your undying love to the bitch if you feel so much hate towards her new beau. You even worried about her and him more then me.
Oh but it’s your last day to drink. Fuck you and your last day to drink. Worry about me and your unborn child not all these other fuckers. But you can’t focus on anything but the beer.
I’m an idiot to deal with you. And to deal with your stupid ass family.
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It fucken hurts that he worries more about being with his friends drinking then hanging out with me on his birthday. Well that definitely shows my worth in his eyes. And I still try and persuade him to be with me when all he worries about is him getting drunk.
I guess I do love him if I deal with his shit but this is ridiculous. Does he not love me enough to compromise on plans for his birthday?
It’s bullshit with him. Pure bs.
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Nothing good is coming out of this.
I’m getting shit from the dad.
I’m going to be getting shit from everyone else the rest of my life.
I don’t want my baby growing in an environment like this. Not knowing what’s going on with its dad, or with his grandparents and family always being separate.
I need my baby to have a beautiful future. A beautiful family. A loving family. Not just me.
At this point I don’t want to bring a life into this world like this. In this situation.
Adoption is optional. But I’m going to love it when it’s growing inside and the thought of losing her or him makes me selfish in this aspect.
But I can’t go out right and get rid of it. The option is there. I have the money. Just get rid of the problem for everyone and I’ll go through the pain of loss by myself. I feel like I’m going through this by myself anyways. So why not go through another mild stone alone.
No one is making it easier. And I knew that was going to happen but not to this extent.
I fucken told you sorry. I went down with my pride and said sorry when I didn’t even do shit.
I bet you can’t let your pride down to fucken do the same.
I shouldn’t have to be walking on egg shells with you. You should be doing that to me. You should be taking care of me.
Not making me cry or making me stress out.
I love my unborn baby but I fucken hate you with a passion. I fucked up fucking with you.
I guess it’s never gonna be one of those two people relationships.
All these feelings are yours.
Every action we take together is yours to make.
I say something and I’m going against you.